New Year resolution?
Most of them would have top ten countdowns or perhaps top five most wanted. For me, I’ve plentiful to achieve but among those in the millions, I’ve only one aspiration to accomplish. That is to achieve my dreams.
I know it’s going to tough. Just like Billy Ocean said,” When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.”
Well boyzone did sing it too. Hmm. Funny.
Anyway, the only resolution I had is to be a better, healthier, happier person, sister, mom, wife and daughter in life but the mission here for 2009 is to accomplish my dreams. I know it’s going to be very tough with all the juggling of time and bond but I believe it’s for the better. Small sacrifices make the whole lot of difference. Hopefully things get much better for the family.
Coming 2009, Netty will be turning 2. Woah. Time really flies. I remember she was just 3.165kg and 51cm tall when I gave birth to her. In 21 days, she’ll be digit TWO. No parties for her this year but a small family affair at Swensen perhaps or just a picnic at Sentosa for the kids.
Simple. I love that!
As for Haney, my all-grown up kakak, she will be HIGH FIVE!! Oh my, I just couldn’t believe she’s turning five. I’ve surpassed her bad temperamental terrible TWO, her rude behaviour and I’m applauded by my motherhood. I didn’t realize how I managed it but I made it. Hee. Plus all the unwanted scenes of anger management we had for her which almost made us steamed out like a choo-choo train. That almost made her papa gave up upon her. Almost!
Honestly, because of her, I’m turned into a super calm mama! Syukur Alhamdulilah.
Kids will always be kids. It’s either you love it or hate it. Best, take life simpler and you’ll be happier. Be in shoes with them, you’ll find it even more fun to be around with them. Kids are natural entertainer; they need audience to acknowledge their everyday accomplishment. The audience is us, the parents. Hahaha.
Well-said, my dear mama (eee. so familiar.. hmm)… ehh well-written. Heee. ##angkat bakul sendiri sey budak kecik nie!!! waaaaah! I can’t blame myself, turning TIGA soon, so philosophical eh mama nie! Hee!
It’s part of motherhood, I learn and read and still learning it everyday. I love kids, it’s my pure natural dedication to children. I should be a preschool teacher. Haaa. But S.T.R.E.S.S, forget it.
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Apart for that, Haney will be starting her new school, new environment, new subjects and new classmates and a new timeslot to school. 2-5pm daily. Hmm. Nap Time. Haiz. Nevermind.
Plus, she super excited to take her first bus to school! Hahaha. I believe she felt like an adult when she taking the bus on her own. It’s like another stage of life to being a kakak. She felt a sense of achievement being able to take the responsible of going to school on her own.
She even told me this,” Mama, I want to go school myself! I’m taking the bus myself. Please mama, you go work ok. I want to do all by myself!”
Eh eh budak nie!
Sometimes I realized I taught her too much of being independent that at times like this I feel she’s grown up too fast. Like sleeping on her own room at 18 months, cleaning up her own room at 2 yrs old, bathing & peeing on her own at 3 years old and turning on the DVDs and computer at 4 yrs old.
Nowadays, whenever she goes to pee in public, she will insist to use the cubicle herself. I will pass her a wet tissue, next she will close the door, pull down her pants and pee. All I did was to wait outside behind the door. I do feel awkward at times when aunties kept staring at me, leaving a 95cm tall girl in the cubicle herself. Worst, the mama kept asking,” Are you done?”
” Not yet mama! Hold on! ” haney
” Are you done? ” mama asked again.
” Can you be patient? ” haney
Haaaaaaaaa. Grrr.
Yelah mana tahu terlock sendiri. Hahah! Which had happened before but she managed to calm down and unlock it. Hahaha. Grrr.. tapi tak serik. Haney Oh Haney!
Gadget at home is Haney’s best friend. I taught her once and she remembered it pretty fast. Even the bibik didn’t know how to switch on the pc and sometimes Haney taught her how to surf the internet. Hee. Playhouse Disney aje. The mama taught her U.tubie. to watch videos and listen to songs. Soon M.SN pulak! Then permukaanbuku. Alamak. Alabapak. Slowly mama hor!!! Hee. There’s one day bibik pressed the wrong button for the DVD and Haney grumbled at her. Heee. She’s the BIG MADAME at home when mama’s not around. Ahakz.
Haney, my miniature me! Hee. Yupz. Plus now this madame is so petty too. She will be very particular about cleanliness. The moment someone spilled water on the table, she will said mama please clean it up. Hmm. Yes, I did spill it. Previously it was me whom reminded her when she spilled it. Hee. Now it’s vice versa. Dah kakak konon!
Anyway I’m looking forward to 2009. Looking forward to love my kids more and more plus the family too. Not forgetting the papa, definitely. #die baca nanti kata lupa. Heeee. Notty me! Looking forward for a healthier me. Looking forward to a brighter star within me, hoping the star shine brightly to my dreams, my hopes and my life around. Hoping for a beautiful new day. Not just the dawn of the new day! It’s a whole new beginning of new hopes and dreams to achieve and live every moment with love and peace!
To everyone around the world, Happy New Year! Wishing you and your family a Happy, Healthy, and Successful New Year. Insya’allah. amin.
For a start, I’ve cleansed my brain system yesterday; tomorrow will be another reformatting session but a hair pampering session. Hee. Let’s have fun!
