“One of the symptoms of an approaching nervous breakdown is the belief that one’s work is terribly important.”
It’s one of those days when her mama got a review + a nervous breakdown. It may move just a millimeters but I believe I did well. I just need to strive a little bit harder. Perhaps alot harder or maybe a lot a lot but then I still want my family to be the first in everything. The art of inventiveness = P3 = plan + propose + produce.
I guess it’s time to be a service provider than a service helper. I’m thankful to have a job but now to secure the job is another different story. It’s all about escalating and escalating and escalating and escalating is tough. Once you there, you can’t turn back but to escalate even more till you are out of breathe. PHEW.
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Papa always said “moni is not everything!” There is a lot more to life than just struggling to make moni. Yup, it’s true. But the moni kept us moving and our life move the moni around. The best is to pray for great health and wealth will flow naturally. But by praying only; it won’t work if we don’t motivate ourselves to escalate. Opps. Now it’s back to square one; escalating. So let’s try our best to escalate but don’t get stuck on an escalator. Get it? Hee. Or else you get a jammed escalator; worst while pushing a magnetic stroller with groceries in it, you are totally jammed. Lost. Unstable condition.
Suddenly my list of projects is like my laundry list of groceries. Hahaha. Yup, they do sound sometimes. Programming is my salmon; a box of cereal is my documentation. Ok. Stop it. Back to reality, omit the nonsensical.
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Please excuse her with her compacted brain as she’s writing it out to spurt out her unbalanced memory wires which currently in mode of trying everything to juggle her life being a FTWM to duo kids + a daddy, work, life and her part-time lecture notes. Stress. How I manage it, I’ve no idea myself.
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